Mental Health

So I think I'm depressed! I know I suffer from depression but, not to make lite of a serious subject, it comes and goes. I really am not having any fun in school right now, I feel weepy and irritated, I am exhausted all the time! If I didn't know better I would swear I was pregnant (but that would take a miracle, literally)

My aunt just died and I haven't even been able to cry for her. Yep I'm depressed. It kind of sucks that I am in school to be a mental health counselor and I can't even help myself. There is an absolute danger in having some, but not all, of the information. I had a Russian teacher who used to say "the less you know the better you sleep". I think he was on to something.

Now the weather is getting way too cold way too soon and that's not helping my mood either. Oh well...this too shall pass.

Good Times

Damon got a job!!! I am not going to say anything negative about it because I am just so happy that he is working again. He'll be making decent money and after 45 days he can work at home if he wants to. All in all, it's a blessing and I'm very grateful. I don't get to quit work, but that will come.

Shiloh gets to start dance class now that her daddy is working. She starts Wednesday and is sooo excited. She hasn't taken off her leotard since she tried it on an hour ago. I can't wait to see her dance.

Classes start again on Monday and I am really not looking forward to it. I never get as much done during my breaks as I swear I will. I think I will like this class because it psychopathology, which I love, I'm just not looking forward to all the extra work right now. It's nice to spend the extra time with my kids without homework looming over my head, but you do what you have to.