So I went and saw a fitness guy today and he gave me some really good suggestions. He's the guy my friend goes to (and she has lost 30 lbs of fat). So I'm kind of excited to get started and kind of terrified too.

I just don't want to fail. I expect so much from myself in everything I do. I have a really hard time accepting anything but the best from myself and those around me. I really need to let some of that go. I read a quote from Michael J Fox that said " I'm careful not to confuse excellence with perfection..excellence I can strive for..perfection is Gods department"

I need to remember that as I begin this journey. So far all I can think about is what I'll have to give up. I need to focus on what I'll gain-pun intended :)