SO...

Damon didn't get the job. He was in the top five, but there were only three positions open. Personally, I don't know why the guy would bother to tell him his ranking when the only important information is he didn't get the job.

So he is super discouraged and a little depressed. He feels that he should be able to just get a job, regardless of the current economy!

I didn't get to go to my nephews wedding and I was really looking forward to seeing everyone. I feel so out of touch with my siblings. I sent everyone birthday cards last year to try to reconnect, but I have even failed at that this year. Maybe I'll send out late cards to those I missed and try to get back on track.

I am still holding hope that we can have a family vacation this year (though I haven't booked anything yet) and I will stop and see my brother then. My sister is moving back out here, so that's some good news. She hasn't ever met Shiloh!

So pray for us. I'm sure there is something to be learned from all of this..I just hope we learn it quickly because I am struggling to stay optimistic.